what a huge sense of relief
funny i must say
all things seem to point towards this anyway
i feel unburdened
a load off my shoulders
probably yours too
i think i've made a right decision this time round
ive come to my senses
im sleepy as i type this
yet i awake from my slumber
What a dream i had.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
Insomnia
how am i supposed to forget u
leave you outta my thoughts
to stop looking at pictures of you
and me
i miss the times before this
few though we had
but the memories i hold dear
my friend tells me to drop the thought
seeing u with another just hits me bad
there're times i don't hafta guess
cause he'll be there
while i'm not
who can know what you're thinking?
i'll nv know where i stand
my friend tells me it's infatuation
aren't we past that age?
you gotta let me know girl
leave you outta my thoughts
to stop looking at pictures of you
and me
i miss the times before this
few though we had
but the memories i hold dear
my friend tells me to drop the thought
seeing u with another just hits me bad
there're times i don't hafta guess
cause he'll be there
while i'm not
who can know what you're thinking?
i'll nv know where i stand
my friend tells me it's infatuation
aren't we past that age?
you gotta let me know girl
Friday, April 04, 2008
Part 1
sometimes i wonder
if i do say the right things
to the right person
at the right time
and then there's the question
when IS the right time
i'm either too early
or too late
now i think about it so very often
it's distracting me
exam period
can't concentrate during lectures
can't even sleep properly cause in my dreams u appear
there's a fine line between infatuation and 'like'
a line i can't distinguish
im not used to playing this role
we'll see how it goes won't we?
at least u know this isn't a game i'm playing =)
when part 1 sinks in
perhaps you'll think about it
i can only hope
cause i ain't like him
if i do say the right things
to the right person
at the right time
and then there's the question
when IS the right time
i'm either too early
or too late
now i think about it so very often
it's distracting me
exam period
can't concentrate during lectures
can't even sleep properly cause in my dreams u appear
there's a fine line between infatuation and 'like'
a line i can't distinguish
im not used to playing this role
we'll see how it goes won't we?
at least u know this isn't a game i'm playing =)
when part 1 sinks in
perhaps you'll think about it
i can only hope
cause i ain't like him
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
23 04 08
isn't it obvious
slow replies, no replies
perhaps ive got it wrong
is there a message
it's been years
but ive brushed it aside
again and again
is it really
how can it be
stained
tainted
damaged
its my inner struggle
my demon
i'll take your hand
walk where you lead
cast my eyes on you alone
won't say the old days were better
won't be scared of the unknown
slow replies, no replies
perhaps ive got it wrong
is there a message
it's been years
but ive brushed it aside
again and again
is it really
how can it be
stained
tainted
damaged
its my inner struggle
my demon
i'll take your hand
walk where you lead
cast my eyes on you alone
won't say the old days were better
won't be scared of the unknown
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Centennial post
Wow, 'The Leap Years' is truly a good show. More than i expected seriously. And the reviews were right for the first time. Really was worth my $6 haha. Wong Li Lin played the lead real well. Awesome storyline.
Oh, i watched the show alone btw haha. Decided to chill after studying on monday, tuesday and wednesday night. Needed to relax and i sure did! Got totally immersed in the movie, didn't at any point realise it was still a thursday, still a school day haha. Shiok.
Oh, i watched the show alone btw haha. Decided to chill after studying on monday, tuesday and wednesday night. Needed to relax and i sure did! Got totally immersed in the movie, didn't at any point realise it was still a thursday, still a school day haha. Shiok.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
The fisherman, his net, and the fish
A:
there is a whole ocean for you, dear fisherman
B:
fish are plenty
B:
gD fish are rare
B:
but when u catch a gD fish
B:
it slips away
B:
it swims away
A:
what do u think is the problem here
A:
why does the fish swim away?
B:
becos the net isnt perfect
A:
so do u blame the fisherman or the fish
B:
the fisherman of cos
A:
why cant it be that the fisherman does not need to have a fish
B:
but there's nth the fisherman can do
A:
maybe the fish is not meant to be caught
B:
perhaps
B:
perhaps
B:
another gD fish will come along
A:
there are many good fishes
B:
and the fish will not swim away from the imperfect net
A:
but only one fish is for the fisherman
B:
yes
A:
its not whether another fish comes along
A:
it has to be the right fish
B:
yes
B:
gD fish
B:
the right fish hu doesn swim away
B:
hu understands fisherman and his net
A:
maybe one day
A:
a fish will come looking for the fisherman
A:
the fisherman does not have to look no more
there is a whole ocean for you, dear fisherman
B:
fish are plenty
B:
gD fish are rare
B:
but when u catch a gD fish
B:
it slips away
B:
it swims away
A:
what do u think is the problem here
A:
why does the fish swim away?
B:
becos the net isnt perfect
A:
so do u blame the fisherman or the fish
B:
the fisherman of cos
A:
why cant it be that the fisherman does not need to have a fish
B:
but there's nth the fisherman can do
A:
maybe the fish is not meant to be caught
B:
perhaps
B:
perhaps
B:
another gD fish will come along
A:
there are many good fishes
B:
and the fish will not swim away from the imperfect net
A:
but only one fish is for the fisherman
B:
yes
A:
its not whether another fish comes along
A:
it has to be the right fish
B:
yes
B:
gD fish
B:
the right fish hu doesn swim away
B:
hu understands fisherman and his net
A:
maybe one day
A:
a fish will come looking for the fisherman
A:
the fisherman does not have to look no more
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Felicia Chin
I share my birthday with Felicia Chin. But she's a year older. How cool is that? And i just realised it.
Recess
Hmm, 1 week really isn't enough. I was supposed to study and catch up quite abit. But perhaps i feel kinda burnout already at this early stage. =P
Mon nite = Mahjong
Tue nite = Mahjong
Wed nite = Mambo
Thu nite = Supper till late
Fri nite = Work
Mon - Fri days = Sleep
gg.
Anyway, someone talk to me. I'm going nuts.
And, i wana catch some movies. Have a life outside NTU, relac one corner, chill. Coffee, beer, ice-milo, ribena. TV.
I should quit gambling. Vice. ok, except for the occasional toto and 4D.
I'm almost midway thru with uni.. damn fast la.. growing old, more responsibilities, impt decisions.
And lazier. No more energy. No more money. No more nothing. Life. Sometimes.
If only... then i would... but... so i wait... and pray... Unless... then i'll... but it seems almost... now. So i'll just wait...
If you know how to fill in the blanks, you've read me =)
Mon nite = Mahjong
Tue nite = Mahjong
Wed nite = Mambo
Thu nite = Supper till late
Fri nite = Work
Mon - Fri days = Sleep
gg.
Anyway, someone talk to me. I'm going nuts.
And, i wana catch some movies. Have a life outside NTU, relac one corner, chill. Coffee, beer, ice-milo, ribena. TV.
I should quit gambling. Vice. ok, except for the occasional toto and 4D.
I'm almost midway thru with uni.. damn fast la.. growing old, more responsibilities, impt decisions.
And lazier. No more energy. No more money. No more nothing. Life. Sometimes.
If only... then i would... but... so i wait... and pray... Unless... then i'll... but it seems almost... now. So i'll just wait...
If you know how to fill in the blanks, you've read me =)
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
The Light
Hexis has been great! Sometimes i think the people who shd get the most recognition are the backstage crew! Without u guys, evth would've been totally impossible. Pictures next time, if and when i do have the time haha..
Thanks to all who turned up and supported as well=)
I guess one of the memories i'll take wth me when i graduate next time is Hexis 2008. An unforgettable experience. Friendships forged, new experiences, and a chance to try out something i've alwz wanted to do - act! Yep. I'm just short la, that's what my mum would say, so hard to be actor next time lol.
I've made new frens and strengthened existing friendships. Kudos to my co, Deb, who suddenly became existent (quote from her) in my life haha. Swee, Max, the 2 amigos, lol. Ellyne the nurse haha, elvis Isaac and aunt sally Faith, anyone else? oh, Mike, Angela, Ezra, Yuxuan and FUND!!... i didn know we had such talent haha
Anyway, the light still lingers. Good news on a monday morning=)
Thanks to all who turned up and supported as well=)
I guess one of the memories i'll take wth me when i graduate next time is Hexis 2008. An unforgettable experience. Friendships forged, new experiences, and a chance to try out something i've alwz wanted to do - act! Yep. I'm just short la, that's what my mum would say, so hard to be actor next time lol.
I've made new frens and strengthened existing friendships. Kudos to my co, Deb, who suddenly became existent (quote from her) in my life haha. Swee, Max, the 2 amigos, lol. Ellyne the nurse haha, elvis Isaac and aunt sally Faith, anyone else? oh, Mike, Angela, Ezra, Yuxuan and FUND!!... i didn know we had such talent haha
Anyway, the light still lingers. Good news on a monday morning=)
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Me and my...
Things're getting messy.
Hexis, Cultural Nite, lab report, quizzes, trainings...
Maybe, just maybe, it isn't meant to be. But it's ok. Perhaps it's better this way.
Just me and my new 5x5 Rubik's cube.
Me and my drums.
Me and semiconductor fundamentals.
Hexis, Cultural Nite, lab report, quizzes, trainings...
Maybe, just maybe, it isn't meant to be. But it's ok. Perhaps it's better this way.
Just me and my new 5x5 Rubik's cube.
Me and my drums.
Me and semiconductor fundamentals.
La Conversacion
"Hey, will u be free this thurs?"
"Oh i'll be out.."
"Ooh...hot date? =)"
"Ya...how u know? I'll be out the whole day."
"Haha...guess lor."
......
"Oh i'll be out.."
"Ooh...hot date? =)"
"Ya...how u know? I'll be out the whole day."
"Haha...guess lor."
......
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Was It Something I Didn't Say?
Spending another night alone
Wondering when
I'm gonna ever see you again...
...I should have told you how I felt then
Instead, I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Til it was too late
You walked away
Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say, "I love you"?
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to?
Was it something I didn't say?...
...
...
...I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue'
Til it was too late
You walked away
Oh, oh, all the words were in my heart
Well, they went unspoken
Baby, now my silent heart
Is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know
You're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me....
Wondering when
I'm gonna ever see you again...
...I should have told you how I felt then
Instead, I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Til it was too late
You walked away
Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say, "I love you"?
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to?
Was it something I didn't say?...
...
...
...I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue'
Til it was too late
You walked away
Oh, oh, all the words were in my heart
Well, they went unspoken
Baby, now my silent heart
Is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know
You're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me....
Thursday, January 17, 2008
SJI was the best, is, and always will be!
All through our college a voice is resounding
Promptly respond to your duty's sweet call
Harken you all for the trumpet is sounding
Your mater's proclaiming her watchword to all
Foward her children dear
Ever with hearts sincere
Render with joy to your mater her due
All that is vile reject
Heaven will e'er protect
Sons of St Joseph's valiant and true
Onward and upward in life's earnest battles
Joyously bearing the brunt of the fight
Nobly forgiving for all that may pain you
And bravely defending the cause of the right
Foward her children dear
Ever with hearts sincere
Render with joy to your mater her due
All that is vile reject
Heaven will e'er protect
Sons of St Joseph's valiant and true!
Promptly respond to your duty's sweet call
Harken you all for the trumpet is sounding
Your mater's proclaiming her watchword to all
Foward her children dear
Ever with hearts sincere
Render with joy to your mater her due
All that is vile reject
Heaven will e'er protect
Sons of St Joseph's valiant and true
Onward and upward in life's earnest battles
Joyously bearing the brunt of the fight
Nobly forgiving for all that may pain you
And bravely defending the cause of the right
Foward her children dear
Ever with hearts sincere
Render with joy to your mater her due
All that is vile reject
Heaven will e'er protect
Sons of St Joseph's valiant and true!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
One for the World
Ok, so it's not to bad to graduate with a 2nd upper and above, perhaps pursue a PhD, earn some good money, drive a nice car, live in a nice house, with a wonderful wife and some kids running around...Or you know, be like a top businessman, earning some 5-figure income, maybe 6. Attending functions, gracing social events etc. Or just partying away with the rest of the world...Life seems pretty much fulfilled and not boring.
As i was walking past canteen A today, i think there was some nanyang arts fest going on, so hiphop, happening etc..bazaar, clothes...you name it. Somehow, i just don't feel the need to be part of any sort of fanfare anymore.. There was this sudden feeling of weariness suddenly. A weariness of the world. It strikes me during one of those times when you're walking, perhaps back to hall, alone. I reflect.. Nothing seems to interest me. Don't you ever wonder? Life can't be just study, play, go to work, earn money, tussle with the rest of the world for survival, then we just move on when the Lord calls us back.
Don't you feel empty?
Numerous thoughts were going thru my head.. It's so weary and tiring just to live on this earth. Even studying has kinda lost it's meaning for me. I think it's more of a survival thing now. Yes i do want a degree of course. But how much is it worth exactly?
Friends are wonderful gifts from God to us. Else we'd be terribly alone in this world.
I think i've become more introverted over the years. Or perhaps i've just been the case all this while. I realise I seldom talk alot in the company of many friends. Or maybe im just to lazy to talk. I just listen.
I duno if the word independent fits. Cause i still need and want friends. I'm human afterall. I don't think i'll be labelled as shy. Im far from it. Maybe the word(s) is/are "couldn't care less"
Life on earth is real short. I'm 1/4 on the way to bidding this world goodbye. Have i done anything worthwhile in the eyes of God? I don't care if i've done so in the eyes of this world. Im weary. Just want to get on with life.
As i was walking past canteen A today, i think there was some nanyang arts fest going on, so hiphop, happening etc..bazaar, clothes...you name it. Somehow, i just don't feel the need to be part of any sort of fanfare anymore.. There was this sudden feeling of weariness suddenly. A weariness of the world. It strikes me during one of those times when you're walking, perhaps back to hall, alone. I reflect.. Nothing seems to interest me. Don't you ever wonder? Life can't be just study, play, go to work, earn money, tussle with the rest of the world for survival, then we just move on when the Lord calls us back.
Don't you feel empty?
Numerous thoughts were going thru my head.. It's so weary and tiring just to live on this earth. Even studying has kinda lost it's meaning for me. I think it's more of a survival thing now. Yes i do want a degree of course. But how much is it worth exactly?
Friends are wonderful gifts from God to us. Else we'd be terribly alone in this world.
I think i've become more introverted over the years. Or perhaps i've just been the case all this while. I realise I seldom talk alot in the company of many friends. Or maybe im just to lazy to talk. I just listen.
I duno if the word independent fits. Cause i still need and want friends. I'm human afterall. I don't think i'll be labelled as shy. Im far from it. Maybe the word(s) is/are "couldn't care less"
Life on earth is real short. I'm 1/4 on the way to bidding this world goodbye. Have i done anything worthwhile in the eyes of God? I don't care if i've done so in the eyes of this world. Im weary. Just want to get on with life.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
I feel...
I feel... i don't know how to describe this feeling. I like you. We met under certain circumstances. Ever since then, we've gone out only once. However, there was about sufficient 'substance' in our conversation that day to make me feel that you could finally be the one. Even though it was only for a short while, i really felt we could connect. Our ideals were similar and simple. There was simply something special about you but i can't put a finger to. I just know our encounter wasn't a coincidence. Every night, I pray to God asking Him if you could finally be the one. My only answer is to wait. Today, it was an unexpected meeting with you. My heart leapt when i realised that i was gona meet you, even though it was only gona be for half an hour. It didn't matter. I was more than happy. Seeing you just makes my day. Puts a smile across my face =)) You were gona meet your friend though. Was i paranoid? Hmm i don't know. It's a guy after all =P But you've got many other guy friends and somehow this guy's different i can feel=P. Ohwell, maybe i am paranoid after all heh. But knowing you, you wouldn't jump into anything if you're unsure, what more a relationship? Anyway, I wonder when would it be the right time to let you know how i truly feel about you. I just hope it won't be too early for a rejection, neither will it be too late. Please girl, i really pray that you will be the one. It's near to impossible to try to find another like you. I really really really pray that we'd work out one day.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
2 Nuns
There were two nuns...
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.
SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.
SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.
SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.
SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.
So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives.
SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me
SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.
SM : And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me
SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.
SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.
SM: Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down .
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM) and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.
SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.
SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.
SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.
SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.
So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives.
SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me
SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.
SM : And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me
SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.
SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.
SM: Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down .
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