Thoughts for the month

You know you haven't been home for awhile when you don't remember where your letter box is.

God works in mysterious ways. He brings people back in your life, with a whole new perspective of life itself.

You wonder if God is speaking to you when you have affirmations from various sources, especially when you embark towards the unknown.

Everything happens in His time. Be patient, one day you will understand why; I still don't sometimes, but I know He will reveal His plans for me, to me, soon.

We all fall short to sin sometimes, for it is human nature. However, do not sin in rebellion against God. It is not worth it.

MYMP's version - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now

It's good to slack

Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise
This world that I've found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you

Let em say we're crazy, I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby Don't ever look back~
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now~
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothings gonna stop us, nothings gonna stop us~

I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do

Let em say we're crazy, what do they know??
Put your arms around me baby
Dont ever let go~
Let the world around us, just fall apart..
Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart~

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now~
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothings gonna stop us~

Ooh, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
And all that I want to do, is hold you forever ever and ever, hey

I've got this song stuck in my head. LOL I think it's pretty catchy and 80ish and mamboish, which it is haha. Awesome stuff. Ok random.

Mahjong, friends, the occasional beer, chips, music... they all spell the word SLACK. haha

Chillllllllll

Holi Holi day

Ok i've unlocked my blog haha...
I still don't feel the holiday mood yet =P

It is finished

what a huge sense of relief
funny i must say
all things seem to point towards this anyway

i feel unburdened
a load off my shoulders
probably yours too

i think i've made a right decision this time round
ive come to my senses
im sleepy as i type this
yet i awake from my slumber

What a dream i had.

Insomnia

how am i supposed to forget u
leave you outta my thoughts
to stop looking at pictures of you
and me

i miss the times before this
few though we had
but the memories i hold dear

my friend tells me to drop the thought

seeing u with another just hits me bad
there're times i don't hafta guess
cause he'll be there
while i'm not

who can know what you're thinking?
i'll nv know where i stand

my friend tells me it's infatuation

aren't we past that age?

you gotta let me know girl

Part 1

sometimes i wonder
if i do say the right things
to the right person
at the right time

and then there's the question
when IS the right time

i'm either too early
or too late

now i think about it so very often
it's distracting me
exam period

can't concentrate during lectures
can't even sleep properly cause in my dreams u appear

there's a fine line between infatuation and 'like'
a line i can't distinguish

im not used to playing this role

we'll see how it goes won't we?
at least u know this isn't a game i'm playing =)

when part 1 sinks in
perhaps you'll think about it

i can only hope
cause i ain't like him

Heal the World

23 04 08

isn't it obvious
slow replies, no replies
perhaps ive got it wrong

is there a message
it's been years
but ive brushed it aside
again and again

is it really
how can it be

stained
tainted
damaged

its my inner struggle
my demon

i'll take your hand
walk where you lead
cast my eyes on you alone

won't say the old days were better
won't be scared of the unknown

Waiting for you....

Sometimes, waiting just doesn't seem to work. And it's not impatience.

Centennial post

Wow, 'The Leap Years' is truly a good show. More than i expected seriously. And the reviews were right for the first time. Really was worth my $6 haha. Wong Li Lin played the lead real well. Awesome storyline.

Oh, i watched the show alone btw haha. Decided to chill after studying on monday, tuesday and wednesday night. Needed to relax and i sure did! Got totally immersed in the movie, didn't at any point realise it was still a thursday, still a school day haha. Shiok.

The fisherman, his net, and the fish

A:
there is a whole ocean for you, dear fisherman
B:
fish are plenty
B:
gD fish are rare
B:
but when u catch a gD fish
B:
it slips away
B:
it swims away
A:
what do u think is the problem here
A:
why does the fish swim away?
B:
becos the net isnt perfect
A:
so do u blame the fisherman or the fish
B:
the fisherman of cos
A:
why cant it be that the fisherman does not need to have a fish
B:
but there's nth the fisherman can do
A:
maybe the fish is not meant to be caught
B:
perhaps
B:
perhaps
B:
another gD fish will come along
A:
there are many good fishes
B:
and the fish will not swim away from the imperfect net
A:
but only one fish is for the fisherman
B:
yes
A:
its not whether another fish comes along
A:
it has to be the right fish
B:
yes
B:
gD fish
B:
the right fish hu doesn swim away
B:
hu understands fisherman and his net
A:
maybe one day
A:
a fish will come looking for the fisherman
A:
the fisherman does not have to look no more

Photos to liven my blog

Nite Cycling:

Felicia Chin

I share my birthday with Felicia Chin. But she's a year older. How cool is that? And i just realised it.

Recess

Hmm, 1 week really isn't enough. I was supposed to study and catch up quite abit. But perhaps i feel kinda burnout already at this early stage. =P

Mon nite = Mahjong
Tue nite = Mahjong
Wed nite = Mambo
Thu nite = Supper till late
Fri nite = Work

Mon - Fri days = Sleep

gg.

Anyway, someone talk to me. I'm going nuts.

And, i wana catch some movies. Have a life outside NTU, relac one corner, chill. Coffee, beer, ice-milo, ribena. TV.

I should quit gambling. Vice. ok, except for the occasional toto and 4D.

I'm almost midway thru with uni.. damn fast la.. growing old, more responsibilities, impt decisions.

And lazier. No more energy. No more money. No more nothing. Life. Sometimes.

If only... then i would... but... so i wait... and pray... Unless... then i'll... but it seems almost... now. So i'll just wait...

If you know how to fill in the blanks, you've read me =)

Hexics (Hexis Pics)

The Light

Hexis has been great! Sometimes i think the people who shd get the most recognition are the backstage crew! Without u guys, evth would've been totally impossible. Pictures next time, if and when i do have the time haha..

Thanks to all who turned up and supported as well=)

I guess one of the memories i'll take wth me when i graduate next time is Hexis 2008. An unforgettable experience. Friendships forged, new experiences, and a chance to try out something i've alwz wanted to do - act! Yep. I'm just short la, that's what my mum would say, so hard to be actor next time lol.

I've made new frens and strengthened existing friendships. Kudos to my co, Deb, who suddenly became existent (quote from her) in my life haha. Swee, Max, the 2 amigos, lol. Ellyne the nurse haha, elvis Isaac and aunt sally Faith, anyone else? oh, Mike, Angela, Ezra, Yuxuan and FUND!!... i didn know we had such talent haha

Anyway, the light still lingers. Good news on a monday morning=)

Me and my...

Things're getting messy.

Hexis, Cultural Nite, lab report, quizzes, trainings...

Maybe, just maybe, it isn't meant to be. But it's ok. Perhaps it's better this way.

Just me and my new 5x5 Rubik's cube.

Me and my drums.

Me and semiconductor fundamentals.

La Conversacion

"Hey, will u be free this thurs?"
"Oh i'll be out.."
"Ooh...hot date? =)"
"Ya...how u know? I'll be out the whole day."
"Haha...guess lor."
......

Was It Something I Didn't Say?

Spending another night alone
Wondering when
I'm gonna ever see you again...

...I should have told you how I felt then
Instead, I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Til it was too late
You walked away

Was it something I didn't say
When I didn't say, "I love you"?
Was it words that you never heard
All those words I should have told you
All those times, all those nights
When I had the chance to?
Was it something I didn't say?...

...
...
...I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue'
Til it was too late
You walked away

Oh, oh, all the words were in my heart
Well, they went unspoken
Baby, now my silent heart
Is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know
You're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me....