Irritatable!!!!!

"I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone,
but I can tell you what it is for me.
Love is knowing all about someone,
and still wanting to be with them more than any other person.
Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself,
including the things you might be ashamed of.
Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,
but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you. ”

— The O.C.

Sometimes you just have to run away

I just can't wait for my US trip to materialise. I need to get away.

A message?

500 Days of Summer = 88 Days of Year4Sem2 ??

bits of reflections

1. sometimes, what we envision as the perfect scenario just doesn't happen. more often than not, we settle with smth different from our expectations. =)

2. true friends stay with you when u're down, even after they've already shared their opinions. they won't leave u alone and say, "i already told u so"

3. new life means letting go of everything that is of the old. what awaits us is smth beyond our expectations. if only we let go.

4. it's possible to simply shut the door. just do so gently. don't slam it.

Breathe

Ok. I'm finally quite settled. Doing lotsa admin stuff since sunday nite:

1. Packed my room in hall, which actually just looks messy cause of the loads of food on the table and the unfolded clothes on my bed haha. but the food is neatly arranged and clothes folded and stuffed away.

2. Handed in FYP second draft to prof. he hasn't gotten back to me. i hope he's accepted it and not give me last minute to make changes.

3. EE4902 reports are the same as previous years. YAY :D i can use the sample reports.

4. Singtel bills, Citibank bills are paid, either online or at AXS machine.

5. Forms for US visa application are done.

6. Past year papers are printed.

7. Changed the spocket and chain of my bike, sent my bike for vehicle inspection, extended insurance coverage, awaiting to renew road tax.

8. Topped up 'V-power racing' at JB.

Ok if anyone wants to buy me presents for whatever reason:

1. Nice comfy headphones (the leather cushion type)
2. Waterproof/water resistant track pants
3. iphone cover

End of the Road

This time, it really is the end of the road. No more. More details soon hopefully. But as long as the both of us know what's goin on, that's good enough for me.

I see the silver lining in everything that doesn't work out

Dear God,

The only thing I ask of you,
is to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away... ...

I promise I'll never leave you behind.

To love or to be loved?

Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.
I'm glad these I made these 2 weeks easier.
When 23rd arrives, I hope things won't change.

Sometimes, I wonder if all I'm living is just a dream. We all are entitled to, are we not?

Heart-warming

Those simple words and the the look in your eyes were enough to melt my heart.

=D

Annoying Orange puts a smile on my face HAHAHAHAHA. Wazzzuuuupppp.... LOL

"...是你永远不曾过的体会..."

I miss you.

I can't think of a title for this, probably cause I can't describe the way I'm feeling right now.

I know. Me too.

Mixed feelings

I've got so much to think about nowadays. FYP, ENS, relationships, friendships, career.

On a random note, I'm getting hungry and sleepy so often, I feel as if my life is just of eat and sleep haha.

Puts a smile on my face hahahaahah:
Hey, hey banana! watcha doing?? --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cL_qGMfbtAk

End of Recess Week - A New Beginning

It starts afresh here.

Song of the moment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjcvasr-6o0

(English translation)
Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy
Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

End of the road

So this time, I guess this is really it.

Thank you for the memories.

=D

Warms my heart. Thank you very much.