Right next door to Hell

Ok not exactly. There have been truly happy times where i just lose myself and live in the present. Got to know more of my jie (Gloria) and spent longlost quality time with my brothers!!Unfortunately, with the good comes the bad, the bad comes the good. The past week has seen me experience so much more and opened my eyes more than the previous 4 years put together i can say. Learnt about human behaviour. Alot. We shouldn judge people by their surface actions cz it's a real sad thing. Good people make mistakes; bad people change. I duno which I belong to. I have no idea wad I have become. I dun even noe who I am anymore, what I want, where I'm heading, why I'm doing stuff I wldn dare do in the past. 7 days of nights, 7 nights of days. Not that I'm complaining. Do i really noe what i want in life? i need a tourguide for my life journey. Sigh. Must be delayed 2nd puberty. God help me.