Back!

Man, just realised it's been awfully long since i last blogged. Oh well, have been spending lotsa time building my future, laying the foundations now whilst school's not started yet.

In the process, i finally realise what a negative world this is. Flip open the papers and you'll understand what i mean. On another note of negativity, fear and doubt rule many people's lives. Because of fear of failing, because of doubts that a certain method will succeed, people are resistant to change. But guess what? I dun blame them at all. I was, after all, one of them. I understand where they're comin from and how they feel. If only however, they can understand how elated i am right now the moment i made that decision to change my life for the better in the future. As a friend, i really wish they can see it sooner rather than later. You know what? Whoever said no hard work is involved? Of course we hafta put in effort, and the winner is the one who doesn quit in times of adversities for these will surely form part of any activities we get involved in. That in mind, my dreams are not for sale. Thank you very much. Not so much the car, the house or whatever material that comes along as i would like to call it, a by-product. Instead, i'm looking to be able to spend quality time with my family, my kids, and to ensure my parents to grow old gracefully in a positive environment. Different people have different emotional dreams attached to themselves. And I'm certain of mine. After all, personal freedom doesn't come without financial freesdom. "Hullo??"

My subconscious starts tellin me smth as well. Even if people are apprenhensive, a true friend will say: "sorry bro, u know it's not for me. But if u think it'll work for u, go ahead and i'd support u." Compare it with: "sorry bro, i think it's stupid. u'll never gona make it." Get the difference? That said, I don't take things personally. Rest assured I won't lose a friendship over that.

Back to negativity, we can never escape from it no matter where we turn. We can't avoid it. However, we can dilute it with positivity. The mind is a powerful tool mind you. Go google "law of attraction". Rubbish you say? I wun argue with you, but it's your life. Thoughts translate into words, and words, actions. You decide.

To those who're concerned, i appreciate your concerns. My results this time round wasn't too good. But studies will come first. I'm looking fwd to next academic year. I've got loads to do. I only live once. And i'm not gona look back on life when i'm on my deathbed and wonder to myself, "what have i been doing all these years?"

And by the way, I've gained, not lost.