The Ultimate Love Song

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

T . A . G .

My life:

10 years ago:

1. Was at the soon-to-be-gone Ghim Moh Primary..had transferred from De La Salle in primary2. Lived next to home=)
2. Was an overweight sprinter haha
3. Forever aiming to top the level
4. Couldnt care less about girls
5. Damn aggressive.

5 years ago:

1. Tried entering RJ after 'O's...never did..but i guess it was a blessing..wouldn have the company of frens and the special people i meet eventually in one way or another=)
2. Miss SJI... still missing SJI !!
3. Underwent 2 operations after 'O's for bones broken 2 years ago haha...left index finger; right scapphoid (wrist)
4. No direction in life. Still wondering wad i wanted to do.
5. Single, available, unwanted.

1 year ago:

1. Many people marvelled at my 'job' in army...Storeman at CCODTT aka CMPB...(why does CMPB need a storeman?)
2. Still a virgin at the clubbing scene
3. Still smoke-free even with army influence
4. Was in love
5. Looking fwd to uni only so i could get away from my mundane storeman lifestyle and work towards my PhD.

5 songs i know the words to:
(There're alot actually)

1. I'll never break your heart - Backstreet Boys
2. Hallowed be Thy Name - Iron Maiden
3. Stan - Eminem
4. The Unforgiven II - Metallica
5 . ' An Jing' - Jay Chou

5 snacks i love i wish i could eat:
(Again, alot actually)

1. Chwee Kueh
2. Bak Chor Mee Pok
3. 'Quinta' pizza from 'Spizza'
4. Tiger Prawns
5. Asam Chicken

5 places i'd run away to:

1. Hostel
2. Cathedral of The Good Shepherd
3. My Darling's Home
4. Home
5. Holland V

5 things i'd never wear:

1. man-thongs
2. skirts
3. low-cut man's t-shirt (those v-neck gay-looking type)
4. fur-coat
5. lipstick

5 favourite tv-shows:

1. Fear Factor
2. EPL matches
3. C.S.I.
4. Amazing Race
5. Spongebob Squarepants, Classic Power Rangers, Road-Runner, Looney Tunes...ok u get the idea

5 greatest joys:

1. My family
2. My (from SJI-NJC-NTU) brothers
3. Soccer
4. Food
5. (for the future)my wife and children

Antibiotics, Weekend, PhD

I think my body's sensitive to antibiotics man...Woke up this morning with patches of rash on my skin after taking sum crap antibiotic which was supposed to help me reduce my cough=P oh well...Mass at cathedral in the evening was awesome again. The priest was good, the music was soothing, the sermon was apt. The company was excellent. In all, a perfect sunday. Week 4 of school is starting..almost halfway thru the 1st sem...fast eh? Wana get my degree asap...Masters' and PhD perhaps? well the vision's not too far away now...just gota make it a reality. To all who's laughing at me in the past and now...i'll have the last laugh... Aint gona let myself or my loved ones down. Not anymore...

Drugged

I did it. I drugged myself, albeit accidentally, with cough medicine. Went to bed at 9pm feeling damn unconscious and weak =P. I think i overdosed lol. I'm still craving for my BakChor Meepok! hvn seen a proper noodle stall in NTU so far yet..any1 can reccommend to me? need to satisfy my craving *slurp*. Sigh, maths lecture is behind tutorial schedule..forcing me to read up lect notes in advance...way on advance. wad's with matrices man? cant normal human beings just do things the normal way? i supp these ppl who invented matrices are square, literally, heh. oh well, the medicine's kicking in again, nitez ppl...1 more day to book out day haha...

Question: Wad's better than soccer?

The people you love and who love you in return, the friends who stand by you and whom you can lend a listening ear to. No soccer game? No fret. Spending quality time matters. Im grateful and happy...

Sigh, my tutorial classmate from China has done all the maths tutorials for this semester already.*sweat* No matter, at my own time and pace...

Bro, thanks for the strong words of encouragement. I knew u'd support me. It's heartening, really =) and bro, dun be discouraged. Karma happens, She'll come along...

Trials That Come My Way

"I thank you Lord
For the trials that come my way
In the way i can grow each day
As i let u lead

And i thank you Lord
For the patience those trials bring
In the process of growing
I can learn to care

But it goes against the way i am
To put my human nature down
And let the spirit take control of all i do

Cause when those trials come
My human nature shouts the things to do
And God's soft prompting can be easily ignored."

I know i've made the right decision. Whoever said life was gona be a bed of roses anyway? I'm willing to face the trials that i'll very possibly face. I cant run away from it. I WILL NOT run away it; I'll confront it when it comes knocking on my door. Anyway, like my bro says, as long as I'm happy. Well, I've never been happier. Be happy for me.

Happy National Day Eve

Hmm..i didn't get lost on the 1st day of school yesterday:) had only an hour of lecture tho..first week of sch no tutorials..2nd day of school today was taxing..guess every tues will be the same!..6 hours of lectures in total..from 1.30pm to 7.30pm..with an hour free sumwhere in btwn to eat:P im dead beat now writing crap..jus have to let it out..at least im going home later tonite to sleep!:) oh well, everyday passed is a day closer to the weekend..sooooo looking foward to this weekend especially:) im back in my room now waiting for toon to finish with his table tennis training den dinner den home!

I will find my way

Around school, around my life...i believe everything's part of the Plan..Reasons for Event A and Event B etc happening...i believe i'll come to know of His reasons one day...oh well..im not making much sense..prob cz it's 2am in the morning and my first lecture's at 11.30am tmr :P

All Psyched Up

Alright. Here begins my final stretch of 4 years of hard work. Downloaded the first sem's lecture notes and tutorials and im all ready. Gona drive mum and dad to sch ltr aft dinner to have a look at my hall and my room. School starts tmr! Tho tutorials start next week only tho..*Deep breath* I hope i can pull through this 4 years! No more clubbing(not that i do alot anw) and the bad stuff related to it...Healthy body and healthy mind to pia!! Still have no idea wad ECA to take up anw..want a sport ECA but slack one at that...dun think there is such an offer rite? haha..maybe i'll just stick to playing IHGs (Inter Hall Games).. ok actually i was napping on a nice cloudy sunday afternoon but got woken up by sum stupid community centre activity which i believe is for national day:P Hmm..Dean's list is my aim for the first year...with chem (one of my weakest subs) as one of the modules, it's gona be a super uphill task for me..but i must focus..anw..time seems to pass abit slow here..I wonder why?? ok i do..Fly home soon..

Don't want school to start

What a spectacular ending to an eventful July 2006. The sports camp at NTU gave me opportunities to experience sports which i would otherwise not have tried out on my own like kneeboarding, windsurfing and archery. The most memorable of the 7 days was the Amazing Race over 2 days and 1 night. My group was totally awesome. Led the whole race from start to the end. Anyway tho we were all tired and sleepy after the camp, i still had one thing to fulfil and fulfil i did. Only then cld i sleep soundly....Went Ice-skating yesterday for the first time in years again! Exhilarating.

Oh well, school's starting next week. moving in to hostel later tdy but kind toon has cleaned up our room already lol. Thx bro!

I'm gonna miss you.

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